When was the last time you felt peace?
Val and I had our honeymoon in Mexico and we always joke about being back there, on the beach, side by side as the crystal water rolled in and the tropical sun provided a blanket of warmth. We often get pulled so many directions and peace can seem like a distant dream. Recently, I’ve had this increased anxiety, for some reason, and I’m not sure why.
The interviews for my book-in-progress are increasing with five additional ones in the month of January. It is growing and I’m feeling the importance settle on my shoulders. I believe God can, and will, do something with this and I hope I’m ready. Thinking about the nerves, I believe they fall on this area. God may finally be moving us out from these years of struggle and I pray we are prepared for what is coming.
The line between faith and worry, desire and doubt can sometimes be razor-thin. As believers, we are walking through our journeys of faith and life. When we are pressed, our faith is distilled to the core. One day, at one moment, we are all called to respond to the reason for our hope.
On Sunday Greg Hubbard, our church’s evangelist, played this clip in the midst of his message. It is a CNN interview with New Orleans’ Saints football player Benjamin Watson.
In all the turmoil and violence, he offers a powerful message. As you can see, CNN cuts him off for it. Watson told the reason for his hope. He’s a man on the national stage, unafraid to proclaim his faith.
So what is your stage? Is it your living room? The dinner table? Sitting across from a loved one who you haven’t seen in days, weeks, or months? When will you be called?
If you are lacking peace this week, know that I’m praying for you and that you’ll find a moment of it with friends and loved ones. If this holiday is your time to respond, I pray that you’re ready. We are all a work in progress and this week we celebrate the One who came to finish the job.