Around 12:30 last night the wind woke me from a dead sleep. The curtains in our bedroom whipped out from the wall as rain pelted the windows. I opened the door to the bathroom just in time to see a decorative picture fly off the windowsill and land in the sink.
The alarm sounded at 6:15.
I showered, dressed, and arrived at work by 7:00 for an ultrasound on my heart.
Last week I had visited the eye doctor who told me that my eyes showed signs of hypertension. The advantage of working at a cardiologist office is that you can handle your own appointments and schedule your own tests, removing any chance to procrastination. The doc assured me that everything was precautionary, that my heart murmur was nothing to worry about and that my EKG was only mildly abnormal.
Something about your heart makes you think and, at a point in mid afternoon, a realization hit me.
I’d spent way too long doing work that does not bring me joy or make the world a better place.
Change is coming. It will not happen all at once and it starts now. It consists of purposeful actions to gain freedom from the daily grind of earning a paycheck but not a life, stuff but not substance. I’m tired of punching a clock and coming home exhausted physically and emotionally.
It is time to start shaping a future of realized dreams, serving others and making the most of it. I want to feel like time is on my side again.
How about you? Does any of this sound familiar? We all get to this place at points in our life and only a few will do something about it. As long as you’re breathing, you have a chance.
Join me and take it.